Hello people!!
I'm new! This shall be my very first beginning in writing out my thoughts out loud. Honestly, I didn't know what strike me into writing blogs. Maybe it's because I've got so much to say but somehow worry what people might say or how they'll judge me. So, whoever that reads this, you may or may not agree in how I see things but I do hope it gives you all a different perspective in seeing things in life.
Life. What the hell is it all about? I'm currently going thru some major issues in life. At this point in time, I would say my life sux real bad. Everything is falling apart and i wish i could blame it on someone but look left, look right, there's only me. Surrounded by hundreds and maybe thousands of people daily but all i see is just me standing alone. The world's so big but why am i alone? i have a dysfunctional family. i love and am still deeply in love with a guy who i'm no longer with. i have friends who i know i can rely on but i just don't know why i keep pushing them away when i'm going thru the darkest moments in my life. Ok, reading back what i just type, its safe to say im psycho! arghhhhh!!!
Oh yea, not to mention, i hate my effing job! to be fair, its not a job since its training but yea, i hate it still...gtg for now. the bed's calling and the clock is ticking! yikesss....good nite to everyone out there!
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