Hi world! Just got back from Penang with my bestie baby Farah after a 3days and 2nites of fun. And shhh...we got lazy and took MC yesterday! hahaha...Had loads of fun in Penang! Went to many places that I've never been to such as Nasi Kandar Beratur!! omg, that freaking place is seriously overated ok!! waited for bloody 1hour for my rice and to find it so-so,its such a disappointment. *grrrrr* But what I was most satisfied was going to Kek Lok Si Temple to pray for both mum and him. The most ironic thing was, when we were going up to the Guan Yin statue, Pink, his gf and another friend. Seriously, of all people, why pink? Thank god he didnt ask or say anything so I just pretended that I don't recognised him. sigh. Spent quite a fair bit in that temple buying those praying stuff and I don't mind at all. I just hope and wish for it to come true. bigger sigh.
Anyway, back to the real world. Its my 1st day in spa! *yay* finally right?!! =P its kinda boring over there, just folding towels and checking whether all candles are lighted up, towels/bathrobe all in place, etc... but there is a tv and sofa at the staff lounge so i get to chill out there. hehehe. oh yea, I get to wear slippers too!! wooohooo!!! hahahha..let's hope this department would be a smooth sailing one! XD
Went to watch "Just go with it" and its so cliche but yet, it never fails to give me hope. i dunno what's wrong but after watching that movie and also "Don't go breaking my heart", it really hits me. he is constantly in my mind these days and I'm far more happy to keep him there even if I don't get to be with him. Call me silly but if that's only what is left, so be it. a friend is asking me to let go, but how? how can i do that? I'm sorry, I can't. If I can't have him in real life, at least let him be mine in my dreams, my world. And if I can't even have him there, then there is truly nothing left for me in this world. G'nite y'all!
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